Sunday, September 14, 2014

捌、玖月份

八月份,絕對係我今年喊得最犀利嘅一個月。幾乎日日都喺道哭哭啼啼!唔係又因為朋友嘅case。對於D咁傷心嘅嘢,就唔好再提了,費事靜間又喺道流眼淚。。

九月份,我應承自己呢個月唔可以喊!!但係都仲有失望嘅時候嘅。。人生就係咁,無變啦,鬼叫我人緣咁差咩?人哋冇朋友嘅時候先嚟搵我,有朋友時就睬你都傻!當你係陌生人咁!

我相信呢個九月會好開心嘅。。既然呢個月都未過嗮,就唔好喺道扮叻!好似未卜先知咁!
Don't expect too much from others as you don't what will happen tomorrow?

The month of 7

由於,太耐冇寫blog,因為時間問題,同埋懶惰而做成,所以。就足足3個月冇寫D嘢了!

7月份,我已經忘記佐喺我人生中發生佐乜嘢事。可能係我過分小氣同多疑,成日都會覺得朋友唔鐘意我,一齊傾嘢唔叫我,可能講緊我嘅壞話。。。呢仲唔好嘅感覺已經持續佐幾個月!好辛苦啊!!我一直都唔明白點解佢哋一齊講嘢,讀書唔叫埋我?

諗深一層,好似我唔著多D,畢竟佢哋都有叫過我,但係我當時忙緊要準備9月份嘅考試,所以我拒絕佐了!叫下嗰兩次,之後就冇再叫了!每次佢哋就咁經過我嘅座位,但係冇打招呼就咁走佐去,心真係好痛!

我係一個唔主動嘅人,所以每次都係等人哋嚟搵我,但係每次都等唔到,真失望!對於呢種唔好嘅感覺我希望可以快D從我心同腦道走開!希望我D朋友亦都唔好憎我!!拜託!拜託!

Monday, June 30, 2014

命運^﹏^

我諗我有資格做算命師,可以未卜先知,就知道自己嘅未來啦!如果我今日所講嘅嘢喺未來兌現佐,請你恭喜我,因為我真係有潛質做麥玲玲嘅徒弟!

我可能係天生嘅二奶命,注定以後係做人二奶!點解我會口出此言叻?係因為由細到大都係2nd choice!永遠係需要嘅時候就嚟搵我,唔需要我時,就當做陌生人,咁多年,我希望有一日可以改變我呢個命運,但係始終都冇。一個喺你身邊無時無刻咁嚟煩你嘅,就是一個好好嘅朋友,你可以同佢一齊癲,一齊玩,無憂無慮!

我有時候真係覺得自己係根本唔存在喺呢個世界!唔知點解會有咁嘅feeling!好無助,感覺無人理解我,最需要關心嘅時候,個個都唔喺我身邊。所以我成日都同人講我嘅人際關係好差就係咁,唔係亂講,憑我自己嘅感覺,我可以feel到我好黑人憎,好易惹人討厭!由細到大,我從來都冇一日覺得自己好驕傲,因為我好自卑。人肥不得止,有時候講嘢方面好易得罪人,但我自己唔覺,真係人生悲劇!

每次遇到咁樣嘅逆境,唔通真係要好似D蠢人咁,從幾十樓跳落嚟,當正自己係空中飛人咩?無可能!我係正面派嘅!就係要證明俾人睇,你越睇死我,我就過得快樂D!(雖然,都無人會覺㗎啦。你死你事啦!)不過,呢D嘢我相信好快會過嘅!既然,你有好多朋友嘅時候,亦都有朋友想離開你一下,自己靜一靜,跟下第二個。對於呢D嘢,做人真係要睇得好開,如果唔係就行差踏錯,誤佐你美好嘅人生㗎啦!何必呢?唔需要啦!

如果真係有好多嘢諗唔通,唔係識下睇D你鍾意嘅電影咯,聽下你中意嘅歌!話唔定,可以喺當中搵到答案咧?!而我叻,我就鍾意老嘢嘅!我選擇聽張學友嘅歌,睇下周星馳D戲,傻傻下,唱唱歌,咁就過佐一日啦!諗起嚟,人生真係好苦短,一日一日咁過,如果你被要求做一份關於你自己人生嘅report,你會驚覺你唔知點開始,喺中間你發生佐乜嘢事,所以我哋可以喺好多書籍中搵到好多正能量滿爆嘅題材!

人類,包括我自己,醒下吧!唔好再為你身邊擦身而過嘅嘢而耿耿於懷啦!無用嘅!最緊要就係要往前看,希望在身邊,前方,你根本睇唔到嘅地方!

Friday, June 27, 2014

教育這件事

自懂事以來,喺學堂都經常會教我哋呢句說話:“老師像一根蠟燭,燃燒自己,照亮別人。”其實,係啱嘅!的而且確,身為教學者,應該要有咁樣嘅精神嚟教學生,因為每個學生嘅前途係無限量嘅,而老師係一定要附上好大嘅責任㗎!

今日,有感而發,寫佐D關於教學嘅嘢,係因為我讀嘅嗰間學校,(我唔知其他教師係點,以下係關於我自己嘅老師)。無可否認佢係一個非常之好嘅老師,教書時,同學都清楚明白佢教緊乜,但係衰懶!我好坦白咁講,因為無乜人會睇我嘅部落格,所以就大膽D寫!我真係好好奇點解我遇到嘅老師都係咁懶嘅?!真係天生嘅掃把星!初頭去到嗰間學校,以為電腦老師教得可以好明,但係總有D嘢老師明,學生唔明嘅嘛!我成日都好期待學校嘅老師會再教多一次,因為我肯定,我一定明白!但係,每次佢都開空頭支票!真係好失望!好多嘢好想講,但係唔知應該點講!嗰度個成個教學系統係應該要改,如果再一直咁落去,只會嗮時間,學生又唔主動,教師又賴賴閒咁!試問咁樣嘅程度,學生點會進步叻?應該畢業嘅,到佐呢嗰歲數仲喺度讀緊初三嘅嘢。我知我唔應該用有色眼鏡嚟睇佢哋,我只係講緊事實啫!

老師從幾個月前,就應承我哋,會討論某某科目!但到佐依家,得個吉!乜嘢都無做到!講起就嬲!根本就無負責任嘅態度喺度!算係乜嘢老師啦!我唔該你啦,你教書有自己嘅風格,就唔好嗮佐啦,收收埋埋,不如益下學生啦!過幾日前,佢明明就應承佐要討論嗰科,因為一個同學嘅缺席就cancel佐,可以係個好好嘅理由,但係我覺得唔可以因為一棵樹放棄成個森林咯!嗰學生係因為要參加學校主辦嘅踢波比賽,而我哋嘅時間又好似啱啱撞到!就咁冇啦!即使係情有可原,都可以改期㗎!可能佢好忙,呢嗰個個都知,有邊個老師係無忙嘅?但係總有D老師係真係有教書精神,無句怨言!

可能時代變了,聽講以前嘅教書先生都好盡責,每個學生一定學成歸來,凱旋歸來,青出於藍勝於藍。。依家嘅人簡直懶都出汁!怪唔知,社會有咁多寄生蟲啦!

-發洩完畢- 謝謝!

Friday, June 20, 2014

A busy weekend

*cough..cough*
 
Today, my post will be written in English. Since that, I'm keen on excel in my English. (And you're like, Oh My English!) Yeah, i know that right? Cause, I'm genius! :P (You know what? The dictionary stays beside me, so that I can use the most incredible word, like how the pros do their essay!)
 
But writing a blog isn't as easy as completing an essay! As you have to text in icon, to bring live to your post! Actually, it's kinda extra though! Nahh!!
 
When a people comes to a busy situation, will always like to spend more time to empty the mind, and that always cause you to waste your time until the deadline comes, you will get shock on what you have not done, instead of what you have done. Now, that's human. Maybe, the one that reading here-you, may not a kind of this person, but this is my attitude and characteristic! And what actually the friends around me do! So, above was my conclusion about spending time. Now, you will notice that, I'm not longer using any pro words, because my dictionary is a bit outdate, it doesn't have any synonyms of the easy words that I know! This is so frustrated! *sigh*. And I don't wish to waste my time out there of trying this nonsense! *clap..clap*
 
The title above has already mentioned that this weekend will be very busy, I really hope that, this weekend will really bear fruits on me, cause it seems to be wasting all time in this half-a-year! Let me this bee ( the collective nouns - as busy as a bee) list out all my task that has to be done in this weekend. Although it seems that they can be delayed, but that's sometimes not my behavior! Nothing, just because I myself sometimes am kinda a responsible person. Not to boast, but is a true! ≧◇≦
 
Cut the crap! I know all was crap! 囧rz

Task needed to complete:
1. (That reminds me of 'but first, let me take a selfie' is kinda lame though..) my English vocabulary workbook! It's hard, and may take a whole day time to complete each page (if I'm not that waste of time)
 
2. My testimonial about Cambodia Mission Trip, have no idea about what to write, only hope that my friends who are really kind and generous somemore went before can teach me the wqy of writing this type of essay. I don't know what stupid mind made me to join this trip, but I guess, I can actually make a lot of friends during this trip from another branch of my school and also the other grade of schoolmates instead of only my IGCSE-level friends. And not to forget, to learn something new from other country which is kinda poor now, but I hope with the technology development nowadays and human's heart of sympathetic will lead them especially the kids who are innocent to have a brighter future, and will not suffering from any really unwanted case, eg: disease, poorness,  etc. So, you! Yes! It's you! If you're allowed, stop crossing your hands and staring and act like nothing is happen, there are lots of stuff that need you to lend your helping hand! (Actually, this can be my part of testimony right? I guess so! Once again, I'm creative! And I'm GENIUS! ) *not-vomit-area*
 
3. My mathematics exam that I've promised to teacher that I will do it today, but I've postponed to next Monday, as I don't really master that whole chapter. I wish in this weekend, the whole book will look like 'salted fish'. (If you know what I mean?)hmmm...
 
4. My Business Studies book hasn't finished, and teacher wants us to do the test by the next Friday. Ok! Fine! But, it's a bit scary on that cause I can't accept failure in my subjects. So, should I take this risk? But since teacher had made herself really clear, that we're actually going too slow, have to rush up! So, what to do? Accept the destiny! Haha
 
5. Yesterday, when I was writing this blog, I've seriously missed out a very really important part and that really make everyone of us to get a really serious headache. That is, CHORAL SPEAKING! The only thing we can overcome this is just to memorize! What a sad case TT. And that causing everyone wanted to escape school. Monday, we have our rehearsal on this part in front of the principal. And the real date falls on Thursday. Nahh, for me, everything will be going fine, as I'm kind of responsible person! Wakakaka.
 
6. Not to forget, my Biology test which held on Wednesday. I'm not get ready for any tests yet, but what can I do? Just do it! *sigh* We all have our difficulties, and who knows that? Only ourselves...
 
Now, there are more to do! Time is not enough! What I can do now? Rush to my thing! See you there, BYE! Muakzz, with lots of love! Now, the drought is around, so remember to drink a lot of water, ya! *Don't get fainted*
 

Friday, June 13, 2014

放假就嚟完畢啦!

頭先,寫佐一大堆嘢,點知無情嘅部落格唔俾我post,我諗我知道原因佐。
依家點算叻?又要寫過一篇一大堆嘅嘢?真係激死人啦!!(好嬲nao,生氣!)無計啦,自己鍾意寫啊!真無奈!

憑我記憶,應該係咁嘅!

其實我開WiFi都冇乜嘢用㗎啦!反正都冇乜朋友會主動搵我㗎啦!主要嘅就是,睇下instagram, Facebook咁咯。前日,小學朋友突然間嚟whatsapp搵我,真係好感動!平時,都係我主動去搵人傾計,有少少覺得自己不知廉恥!哈哈。我哋傾佐好多關於我哋喺小學嗰陣嘅趣事,點滴!講到我哋當時好鍾意搞blog嘅,其實我開始先嘅,之後佢就有興趣嚟加入我啦。我佐記得我哋小學嗰陣,成日都係佢陪我網上傾計,甚至乎傾到半夜三更!成1點幾正瞓覺。老實講,我真係好多謝佢俾佐我咁美好嘅回憶!有咁嘅朋友,都算唔話得㗎啦!陳加元,Chan Ka Yuen, (Yuen~),多謝曬!*鞠躬* (^○^)

上個禮拜,二姨嚟到我媽子嘅髮廊傾計。佢講到位於Sentul有間茶餐室所煮嘅噗魚(唔識點寫)好好味!三姨就話:“係?估唔到嗰間店仲係,好耐都沒食啦!”我就插口話:“乜你有食過咩?點解我冇食過嘅?”三姨就話:“你想食?得!搵日等二姨得閒,我哋四個一齊去食!”幾經多日喺電話度嘅討論之後,終於約定佐尋日去食,睇下有幾架勢!:P 為佐呢餐,我哋幾經波折先至順利(因為媽子嘅駕駛程度。。),終於搵到二姨所在位置,之後,就讓二姨揸我哋架車去!終於搵到啦!哇!真係好多人啊!誇張到要排隊先至到佢哋。我哋就幸運D,一到佐,就有靚位俾我哋坐!點佐菜之後,唔知點解覺得成身好熱啊!菜嚟佐之後,我就逐樣菜都影張相,所以大家有相睇啦!


招牌都幫埋佢打廣告!唔知,佢哋會唔會。。

腐乳油麥!好食!
炸sotong(嗰sotong咬唔斷嘅,要成個放日個口度先至食得。講真好脆口啊!),咕嚕肉(都好味啫!真係好脆㗎!)
Main dish: 噗魚!

Monday, June 9, 2014

Sponge cake/雪芳蛋糕

依家都邊度都可以搵到格式各樣嘅蛋糕!今日,阿姨就叫我試做雪芳蛋糕。其實佢初頭都唔識做㗎,叫佐我大姨教佢,先至慢慢懂得點做咋!
由於過程我冇影到,就放底做好佐嘅成品啦!
倒入個模型度
放入蒸爐
完成佐啦!係有D燶佐!都可以食啫。
攰(gui,累),滿頭大汗,但係好滿足,至少冇被鬧到!有嘢做錯,千期唔好嬲我啊~