Friday, October 24, 2014
Cambodia OCIP: #3rd day
We got up into the van and start gossiping with another girl. She was so mysterious. She could talk halfway with me and I couldn't continue chat with her just that he talked to the boy I usually fooled around. What could I do? Be an observer again. It took time for us again to head to Phnom Penh.
Sunday, October 12, 2014
Cambodia OCIP: #2nd day
I was ordered to wake up early in the morning at 4am which was 5am in Malaysia to prepare the breakfast for the children over there and of course ourselves! She purposely took my sleeping beg beside her just to demand me that to wake her up early in the morning because she was also ordered to do the same job as me and she stated that she afraid she couldn't wake up. I was actually didn't know my own feeling. It was like bittersweet; bitter more than sweet. I felt happy because I thought I was useful at that time at least she asked me to sleep beside her; I felt sad as I was only needed when she thought I was useful at that moment. That feeling was like been used! She neither share happiness nor sadness with me, only when she lost the one. I slept with tears and she asked me t turn another side which faced her. Sadly, I rejected as I was tearing and told her honestly with lie, " My tears will drop every night before sleep." I got no idea she believed or not? The night was full of quacks, those were the frogs' quack! It was a beautiful rhythm to accompany us at night.
Teacher called out my name on time. Quickly, I woke up. I thought she called for a long already and I hadn't wake up. I was wondering, did teacher sleep? I got no answer. It was true that she was a girl that couldn't wake up and definitely needed my help to shake her up. Since, there was Cambodia, we couldn't use the tap water simply as teacher mentioned it was dirty!! I got no solution, I took the hot water, really hot that was boiled and could be drunk, I used it to rinse my mouth, not even brush teeth. That heated my tongue but that was only solution. I went to the kitchen which was exposed, it was like outdoor kitchen, to help up. Teacher demonstrated us the correct way to cut the cucumber in slices and peal it, as a city girl, I couldn't do it successfully in a second! The guy suggested himself to be the one that did this. Teacher demonstrated us again to cut the 'char siew' (roasted pork?) in pieces. Slowly, I caught the skill to not to cut it too big and we took turn among three girls. I asked teacher that how many times she woke me up. Surprisingly, I got the answer once. I thought the kids should be like over 50 at least, but it ended up less than 10. Well...
It was our turn to have our breakfast, of course after I brushed my teeth. To be honest, I felt weird when I saw we were having rice early in the morning. But, just accepted it! First time tried the fried ducks' eggs, ok, it was nothing different with chickens' egg for me. I don't like the meats, so I didn't take without anyone realising, I just took more rice to balance it. After that, of course, started weeding again! Instead of following the crowd at the other way, I think it was better to Matthew (the boy that we knew at Cambodia together with David, I didn't introduce them in the first post cause I forgotten!! They were the helpers for us. Glad to know them, especially David! We knew him once we arrived at the school.) out, since he was hoeing and none went to do so. They (including David) were really expert in extirpate weed using hoe and we were like getting exhausted even just for seconds. Anyway, they both are really handsome.. (^^) We stayed active for 3 hours if not mistaken, to be sure that, we weren't work without any rest. We rest by just standing over there to straighten our waist and 2 minutes later carried on with our work. Just like the first day, I sang inside my heart, I did whatever I liked without disturbing anyone since they chose to be serious to do the work instead of have some entertainment. Finally, after 3-4hours of hard work in the early morning, had announced a stop!
We finally got to break! We had our lunch and the adults finally agree to let us rest more than what was set. We went inside the hall and start to chit-chat. The guy sitting over the gate joined our conversation. With his jokes, we got more fun. I still remember the 'class' that he taught, named '38po class' and the factors of being the 'san ba po'. Later, we went outside and played with the kids. We swung, and slowly know more children. The guy followed us and played with us including the kids. There were two kids that was quite shy, after being persuaded and convinced over and over again, they still didn't want to join. Unexpectedly, it was a rainy afternoon. We proceeded inside the hall. We had our girls talk among the four. Before continue our weeding, while it was raining, we 'jio' 2 guys to play the childhood game, the alphabet games.
Rain halted. Hands had to non-stop working again. I was lucky to join the another team to do planting job. I was very foolish to say I was the only one wearing the raincoat and somemore was plastic that can torn easily. At all costs, I still wore it even though it was already spoilt. I went crazy totally as I saw the land. The pastor instructed us to just put the stems that was provided into the soil. Someone suggest that let's barefoot to walk in the soil. Was it me who suggested? I've forgotten. What's still at the back of my mind is, I was the first one who did it. I said it was totally like foot massage along my job cause it was moist. They were scared if there was any insects, worms inside. Anyway, everyone were brave enough to barefoot!
Our team was fast enough to complete with the help of Matthew and David. I must mention that my cloth was totally went crazy like how was I. It went brownish from pale white. I had to throw this shirt that I love a lot after I went home. The weeding job hadn't done yet after we went back. No choice, we had to help them again.
Finally, it was the end of 'office hour'. We went to bath and quickly dine in to treat our stomach. Before we went to sleep, we had to do the daily reflection. That time was, pastor Matthew shared his testimony. I don't felt any surprise just it was a bit interesting.
Stay tune: Cambodia OCIP: #3rd day
Monday, October 6, 2014
Cambodia OCIP: #1st day
First thought of Cambodia was, it should be very dirty, complicated, lots of poor beg on the road.. But that was only thoughts! It was surprised when I saw it actually better than Malaysia (in some cases). Not to deny that the whether, to be precise, the air, were worse over there. So, the 8-days trip made the pimples be my part of family in my face. Principal introduced us the two uncles that we had to cooperate with in the coming 8 days. Those were Uncle Ben and Uncle Paul. After awhile of waiting outside the airport, we got to sit in a van to move to Kampot (the village of Cambodia) from Phnom Penh (the capital of Cambodia) and it took almost 4 hours to reach there. But it's worthy! On the way, the 8 of us (divided into two vans) slept and awoke and slept again! Finally, we reached!
What I used to imagine was always untrue! I thought it was the very jungle style, no lines and networks for phones, the house should be like using the woods to build it. The truth was, everything different! It's better than Malaysia I guess?! We got our lunch! The pastor's mom cooked for us! You know what? It was incredibly delicious! Couldn't express using words! I was very excited when it came to mountain hiking! Although that time I was very annoyed with her as she didn't even waited for me like how she promised, but I did really enjoy the hiking! I hiked alone, purposely ran away from her eyes and pretended like nothing, enjoyed myself with the nature! I thought I would fall as I didn't use to hike, luckily I didn't. I would became the talk of the town otherwise. Until I was exhausted, I squatted and she came to me which I thought she would just walked away, she talked to me, I ignored her by only answer her questions without looking at her eyes and no jokes to her! After resting, I became full of beans! It was the time to go downhill. I was the first (spare the other boy that he could jumped or hopped during the walk). Teacher praised me that I can actually did this! I couldn't remember what she said already, but she said I got the talent that gifted when it came to mountain hiking... I was..
The real life-grabbing work finally arrived! We had to do the weeding job. Tiring but fun because of my craziness and noisiness! It was quite irritating for somebody that wanted to work in peacefulness but I chose to work in my style! I shouted for someone, I sang out loud, I told every boys that they are very handsome to give the supportive and encouraging! I know that it's kinda disgusting at that time, but who cares? At least, I don't care! Just did whatever I liked! Even teacher started to complain that I talked a lot! This work took the whole day but still couldn't finished!
Sunset came around, which means our job should have to put apart. It was the time to enjoy the dinner! As I said earlier, it was indescribable delicious! We got to bath! I had the 'shower party' with another two girls. Before we went to bed, we had to do the reflection thing which also means the feedback. That was the day!
Stay tuned: Cambodia OCIP: #2nd day
Saturday, October 4, 2014
The Preparation to Cambodia
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
第一次:入院記
人生中總有“第一次”。媽媽第一次生baby、baby第一次喊、飲奶、睜開眼、認人、翻身、行路、開口叫爸爸媽媽等。。。而我呢次嘅第一次就係除佐出世喺醫院過夜之外,今次絕對係我人生中自我懂事以嚟,第一次入院,仲係做手術嘅嗰种!
我以為我呢次嘅傷係皮外傷嚟嘅,唔需要咁大陣象要搞到入院、住院咁誇張!而呢次嘅入院記可以話係好好嘅經驗,畢竟都冇入過亦唔鐘意呢啲地方。今次呢件事令我唔知點解我會莫名咁開心。可能自己痛到sot佐!
之前提過我會去柬埔寨成8日嘅。前三日都幾開心嘎!起碼可以喺Kampot(柬埔寨屬於比較鄉下嘅地方)道拔草,同啲校友接觸,一齊同甘共苦,幾ok下嘎!到佐第四日,先之係噩夢嘅開始。我份人咧,就好小氣嘅!我仲記得當時我哋啲團隊成員都可以有西瓜食,係嗰度嘅管理人請我哋食嘅。咁嗰時候我肚餓,睇到有西瓜更係想食啦。但係,我又好想我朋友主動嚟搵我甚至喂我食因為嗰西瓜盆係佢哋拿緊。但係我等极都冇!我由“幕後”(當時喺比較隱蔽嘅地方做嘢)轉到“幕前”(係佢睇得到我嘅地方)等住我期待緊嘅嘢。點知最後成盆嘅西瓜都冇佐,佢望都冇望我一下。我雖然知道呢啲嘢唔係頭一次發生,但係我依然對佢有期望,希望佢可以望到我,咁我就好開心嘅啦!由始至終,都係我一廂情願,佢根本就冇在乎我,我似玻璃多過似人!
然後,負責人安排啲男子將啲四方格嘅磚頭搬到學校出邊,懵懵懂懂嘅我就唔只要做係要拿嚟乜嘢嘅!咁啱,我站喺學校出邊,等老師嘅指示。忽然間,嗰男子佢叫我幫佢拿嗰磚塊。憑我記憶,佢應該拿8塊磚,對我嚟講咧,一塊磚係10公斤左右啦,老師指示一人拿2塊,佢就咁有力拿咁多塊!於是,我以為我嘅力度係比普通嘅女子多,所以就識下拿5塊。我拿唔起,就拿3塊,終於拿得啦!點知,最未一塊。。。就咁無情地跌落我腳趾頭道!初頭,以為冇事嘅,皮外傷嘖,點知睇到我腳指流血,又以為會冇事嘅!忽然間,有個中國佬跑緊過嚟,睇到我腳趾流緊血,就扶我到學校入邊坐低。呢個時候我先知道原來我傷得唔輕嘎!
由嗰日起,我幾乎成日都喊!我喺樓梯度坐底,竟然嚟幫我嘅朋友唔喺佢!係另一個!我當時真係好心淡,我喊嘅原因有80%係因為佢!我冇諗到佢會咁狠心!多得嗰個令我意想不到會嚟幫我嘅,喺我最需要朋友喺身邊嘅時候,佢行埋嚟,我真係我多謝。嗰度嘅老師幫我清理傷口,雖然我一直掙扎,但係我都繼續俾佢幫我,因為我相信,佢唔會喺我傷口上撒鹽!
我一直好疑惑,我等緊嘅嗰個人點解佢唔出現?點解佢可以由得佢嘅朋友咁嚟受苦,佢都唔幫手。如果當時佢係有任務在身嘅話,我絕對唔會怪佢。但係,咁啱當時落雨,所有人都停工,我一直盼望佢出現,但係都係一場空。終於,佢出現啦,我問我:“你ok嗎?”就咁!我當時後,好想同佢講好多嘢,但係我只是冷冷咁用手指指住叫佢去另一邊。就咁,佢就走佐了!
到佐夜晚黑,老師帶成個團隊去出街食晚餐。由於我唔方便行路,同埋嗰陣落緊雨,心情又低落,我唔適合出去,就同老師講我唔食了,老師都體諒叫我喺度休息但係要求有個人陪住我。咁啱,佢入嚟我間房,佢就無意中變成我嘅受害者咁,好似剝奪佢嘅時間。我哋嘅話題已經唔係好似以前咁多了,成間房得返我同佢,我就問,你冇嘢同我講?佢就話,等我諗諗先。原來,我。哋嘅感情已經去到連話題都要諗下。最終,佢講佢好攰。我唯有叫佢瞓下先,佢一瞓就瞓到老師佢哋返嚟(要開門俾佢哋)
總結:睇嚟,我又要好好反省自己,究竟點解會變成咁啦!
Saturday, September 20, 2014
Awesome month
Time flies! *sigh* the month of September gonna end in a blink of eyes. This month considered quite good, at least there are no something that's hurt! Let's begin with the very first of the month. The first week: was preparing the exam for the next week (finally I got exams! I did feel excited as it was long time that I didn't hear the term 'exam' ) The second week: was the exam. Everyone was quite nervous at that time. OK! I admit that the questions were terrible! I mean I didn't prepare well even though I was the fastest one that completed the book. Due to my short memory matter, I can't remember that much thing! The third week: was the holiday! And is gonna end! What a sad case! The most memorable moment was the gathering part! I was the one who prepared and as a leader to ask everyone of the ex-classmates to attend the gathering. And actually we (I and Ka Yuen as my assistant ) were successful to gather more than half of the class to participate this event. I was joy and felt that achievement!!
Next week: to Cambodia. Can't express much here as I haven't go yet. But will sure post up here after I'm coming back! I am just looking forward and hope that everyone, everything is going fine and smooth!
美好,由你心中開始
頭先好餓啊!自己第一次下廚煮飯俾自己!好開心。成績都算唔錯!起碼自己食到感覺溫暖啦!平時,霸住廚房嘅阿姨,二姨同啊媽出佐去!我堅持呆喺屋企,都唔肯跟,係因為我要睇電視!今日電視會直播金視獎,我好想睇下今年會唔會有驚喜嘅呢?!期待。。等緊!
講返我煮嘅飯,其實我覺得我絕對有資質成為一個廚師,而且仲係健康嗰隻!因為,我嘅材料簡單!就等我嚟描述下啦!
首先,我去搵雪柜裡面有冇嘢可以煮,起碼可以即食頂肚嘅。我搵到一盒冷飯,即刻諗起我需要一粒蛋,然之後又喺雪柜道搵到一包5只嘅魚餅,於是就囖佐2只出來。我就切佐個魚餅,原本想切細塊啲嘅,但系刀法唔好,所以就cincai 啲啦!
我將啲冷飯倒入fry pan 道,就似嗮款咁炒咯!炒到自己覺得啱feel嘅時候,就倒切好佐嘅魚餅,似摸似樣!last step 就係撈蛋入去!炒到feeling 嚟佐了,就閂煤氣。就咁可以食啦!
Sunday, September 14, 2014
捌、玖月份
八月份,絕對係我今年喊得最犀利嘅一個月。幾乎日日都喺道哭哭啼啼!唔係又因為朋友嘅case。對於D咁傷心嘅嘢,就唔好再提了,費事靜間又喺道流眼淚。。
九月份,我應承自己呢個月唔可以喊!!但係都仲有失望嘅時候嘅。。人生就係咁,無變啦,鬼叫我人緣咁差咩?人哋冇朋友嘅時候先嚟搵我,有朋友時就睬你都傻!當你係陌生人咁!
我相信呢個九月會好開心嘅。。既然呢個月都未過嗮,就唔好喺道扮叻!好似未卜先知咁!
Don't expect too much from others as you don't what will happen tomorrow?
The month of 7
由於,太耐冇寫blog,因為時間問題,同埋懶惰而做成,所以。就足足3個月冇寫D嘢了!
7月份,我已經忘記佐喺我人生中發生佐乜嘢事。可能係我過分小氣同多疑,成日都會覺得朋友唔鐘意我,一齊傾嘢唔叫我,可能講緊我嘅壞話。。。呢仲唔好嘅感覺已經持續佐幾個月!好辛苦啊!!我一直都唔明白點解佢哋一齊講嘢,讀書唔叫埋我?
諗深一層,好似我唔著多D,畢竟佢哋都有叫過我,但係我當時忙緊要準備9月份嘅考試,所以我拒絕佐了!叫下嗰兩次,之後就冇再叫了!每次佢哋就咁經過我嘅座位,但係冇打招呼就咁走佐去,心真係好痛!
我係一個唔主動嘅人,所以每次都係等人哋嚟搵我,但係每次都等唔到,真失望!對於呢種唔好嘅感覺我希望可以快D從我心同腦道走開!希望我D朋友亦都唔好憎我!!拜託!拜託!
Monday, June 30, 2014
命運^﹏^
我諗我有資格做算命師,可以未卜先知,就知道自己嘅未來啦!如果我今日所講嘅嘢喺未來兌現佐,請你恭喜我,因為我真係有潛質做麥玲玲嘅徒弟!
我可能係天生嘅二奶命,注定以後係做人二奶!點解我會口出此言叻?係因為由細到大都係2nd choice!永遠係需要嘅時候就嚟搵我,唔需要我時,就當做陌生人,咁多年,我希望有一日可以改變我呢個命運,但係始終都冇。一個喺你身邊無時無刻咁嚟煩你嘅,就是一個好好嘅朋友,你可以同佢一齊癲,一齊玩,無憂無慮!
我有時候真係覺得自己係根本唔存在喺呢個世界!唔知點解會有咁嘅feeling!好無助,感覺無人理解我,最需要關心嘅時候,個個都唔喺我身邊。所以我成日都同人講我嘅人際關係好差就係咁,唔係亂講,憑我自己嘅感覺,我可以feel到我好黑人憎,好易惹人討厭!由細到大,我從來都冇一日覺得自己好驕傲,因為我好自卑。人肥不得止,有時候講嘢方面好易得罪人,但我自己唔覺,真係人生悲劇!
每次遇到咁樣嘅逆境,唔通真係要好似D蠢人咁,從幾十樓跳落嚟,當正自己係空中飛人咩?無可能!我係正面派嘅!就係要證明俾人睇,你越睇死我,我就過得快樂D!(雖然,都無人會覺㗎啦。你死你事啦!)不過,呢D嘢我相信好快會過嘅!既然,你有好多朋友嘅時候,亦都有朋友想離開你一下,自己靜一靜,跟下第二個。對於呢D嘢,做人真係要睇得好開,如果唔係就行差踏錯,誤佐你美好嘅人生㗎啦!何必呢?唔需要啦!
如果真係有好多嘢諗唔通,唔係識下睇D你鍾意嘅電影咯,聽下你中意嘅歌!話唔定,可以喺當中搵到答案咧?!而我叻,我就鍾意老嘢嘅!我選擇聽張學友嘅歌,睇下周星馳D戲,傻傻下,唱唱歌,咁就過佐一日啦!諗起嚟,人生真係好苦短,一日一日咁過,如果你被要求做一份關於你自己人生嘅report,你會驚覺你唔知點開始,喺中間你發生佐乜嘢事,所以我哋可以喺好多書籍中搵到好多正能量滿爆嘅題材!
人類,包括我自己,醒下吧!唔好再為你身邊擦身而過嘅嘢而耿耿於懷啦!無用嘅!最緊要就係要往前看,希望在身邊,前方,你根本睇唔到嘅地方!
Friday, June 27, 2014
教育這件事
Friday, June 20, 2014
A busy weekend
Task needed to complete:
1. (That reminds me of 'but first, let me take a selfie' is kinda lame though..) my English vocabulary workbook! It's hard, and may take a whole day time to complete each page (if I'm not that waste of time)
Friday, June 13, 2014
放假就嚟完畢啦!
頭先,寫佐一大堆嘢,點知無情嘅部落格唔俾我post,我諗我知道原因佐。
依家點算叻?又要寫過一篇一大堆嘅嘢?真係激死人啦!!(好嬲nao,生氣!)無計啦,自己鍾意寫啊!真無奈!
憑我記憶,應該係咁嘅!
其實我開WiFi都冇乜嘢用㗎啦!反正都冇乜朋友會主動搵我㗎啦!主要嘅就是,睇下instagram, Facebook咁咯。前日,小學朋友突然間嚟whatsapp搵我,真係好感動!平時,都係我主動去搵人傾計,有少少覺得自己不知廉恥!哈哈。我哋傾佐好多關於我哋喺小學嗰陣嘅趣事,點滴!講到我哋當時好鍾意搞blog嘅,其實我開始先嘅,之後佢就有興趣嚟加入我啦。我佐記得我哋小學嗰陣,成日都係佢陪我網上傾計,甚至乎傾到半夜三更!成1點幾正瞓覺。老實講,我真係好多謝佢俾佐我咁美好嘅回憶!有咁嘅朋友,都算唔話得㗎啦!陳加元,Chan Ka Yuen, (Yuen~),多謝曬!*鞠躬* (^○^)
上個禮拜,二姨嚟到我媽子嘅髮廊傾計。佢講到位於Sentul有間茶餐室所煮嘅噗魚(唔識點寫)好好味!三姨就話:“係?估唔到嗰間店仲係,好耐都沒食啦!”我就插口話:“乜你有食過咩?點解我冇食過嘅?”三姨就話:“你想食?得!搵日等二姨得閒,我哋四個一齊去食!”幾經多日喺電話度嘅討論之後,終於約定佐尋日去食,睇下有幾架勢!:P 為佐呢餐,我哋幾經波折先至順利(因為媽子嘅駕駛程度。。),終於搵到二姨所在位置,之後,就讓二姨揸我哋架車去!終於搵到啦!哇!真係好多人啊!誇張到要排隊先至到佢哋。我哋就幸運D,一到佐,就有靚位俾我哋坐!點佐菜之後,唔知點解覺得成身好熱啊!菜嚟佐之後,我就逐樣菜都影張相,所以大家有相睇啦!
Monday, June 9, 2014
Sponge cake/雪芳蛋糕
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| 倒入個模型度 |
Karaoke @白痴記
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| 最傻就係我! |
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| 讲真,最丑就係我 |
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| 我地3个 :) |
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| 对我自己好无言。。= = |
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| 其实,我係度扎马鞭 |
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| Joann |
| Sarah |
Friday, June 6, 2014
槟城,亚罗士打@ 北游记
身为90后,我真不明白,即使跟我差不多岁数的朋友,为何可以长时间对着电脑,电话。。不停使用。虽然我也是差不多,也是属于低头族,只是长时间的低头,颈部酸得不得了!!与其这样,我宁愿到郊外走走,享受无免费宽频的服务,尽量享受大自然!!可惜,在我们这21世纪的孩子身上,电子产品包括:手机,相机,电脑。。鲜少储放这些大自然的照片了,当中包括我!
以我的个性,真正写一篇“作文”绝对不会那么短。其实这个放假,我总算到过了我一直以来最想去的一个州属——槟城
其实我只有2天1夜的行程,而且跟旅行社。妈妈回来后一直到处跟客人说我们的导游服务得不错,这点我是可以同意的啦!因为她那爽朗的笑声!!
就允许小妹在这里放照片吧!
| 女生就是爱自拍的啦 |
| 老妈爱扮可爱,没办法 |
| 狮子胖的我 |
| 最出名的那幅画——姐弟骑脚踏车 🚲 |
| 别人家的秋千,不是很敢坐,只是童年的回忆 :) |
| 别人家的脚车,由于不会骑,所以没租下来,只能碰。(告诉妈妈,她骑,我坐在后,也不肯。无奈。)😠😠 |
| 爱拍摄的阿姨,叫我到那幅广告牌旁影相 👣 📛 📷📷 |
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| 看哪里哦? |
| makan makan.. nomnom 可不便宜啊! |
| 好串丫!嘻嘻 |
| Alor Setar Tower. |
Hmm.. Paddy museum 3D wall art |
| 妈妈的朋友与他的女兒 |
照片不依次序,尽请原谅!







